The story
The myth found her.
I didn't set out to paint the Odyssey. I painted an island girl, and the myth found her. Calypso Star is a 52-card oracle and Lenormand deck, painted in oils, some of the canvases four feet across. It deals as a poker deck too. This is how it happened.
Penelope was the first of these oil paintings, bridging from the abstracts. Early 2026.
I didn't think she was Penelope at the time. I just thought of her as island girl. I thought she might be Calypso, until I painted the one that was Calypso.
You can't unsee that. It just is.
Athena came next. A confrontational spirit. Maybe I was confronting my emotions there, and decided to stand up for myself.
Then came the Rider. I thought this was the Knight of Wands. Then I realized it was an energy leaving my life.
Then the Sirens took forever. Three months of pecking at it. Refinement. Challenging perfectionism. Sculpting away, adding and removing, refining. Impasto like crazy.
I want you to feel like you love something so much you can't bear to live without it. Until you are depleted, and realize you always could have lived without it, and you are free, and better off, and loved the way you are.
Not needing. Not perfect. Not coping. Not over-giving or explaining. Just be still, and you are OK the way you are.
You were the one splashing around the whole time, making your own waves you drowned in.
Come up for air.
















